Zac shook his head as he looked at Kate. A week had passed since their anniversary and in that week he had filmed his second scene with Harry, the sixty-nine scene and he had also been making an effort to hang around him more because of Jacob and in doing so it seemed to have made his fantasy induced attraction worse as well as make things strained with his wife who was now bitching at him for wanting to leave her on Saturday afternoon but truth be told he wasn't going to meet Harry.
No, Zac had set up a meeting with some man he had met online to have a casual hook up because Zac wanted to see if his sexual attraction went past just Harry or if there was more and god if there was more he didn't even want to consider that option, not one bit.
"Are you even listening to me?" Kate asked her voice going to a screech. "You are really going to leave me on an afternoon that you have off to deal with the kids by myself?" she sighed as she held there youngest son on her hip. "Shepherd's being a brat today and showing his Hanson genes and I could really use your help."
Biting his tongue, Zac ignored the implication that Shepherd's acting up came from his side of the family, because truth be told some of Kate's could be just as bad.
"I'm listening," Zac told her as he leaned against the counter in the kitchen and crossed his arms. "But I promised a friend I'd help them and I need to go," he lied as he stared her down, keeping his arms crossed. "Call one of my sisters to come help you."
Kate shook her head as she laughed bitterly, "I feel like I am always calling them to come help me because you never do it," she scolded. "I swear when I married you Zachary I wanted to marry a man and not a child but with the way you always seem to cut out on your responsibilities I married a child instead."
Glaring at her Zac uncrossed his arms, "I am a man," he defended. "But I can't be here every time you can't handle our son," he argued as he moved away from the counter. "Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going out and you can call one of my sisters," he said as he walked out of the kitchen.
After he had left the kitchen he went to grab his keys and then he headed outside and to his truck which he got in and started, heading to the hotel where he was going to meet this dude named Sloane at. It was a nice hotel, mainly because Zac didn't want something seedy or nasty even if what he was doing was seedy and even more messed up than this porn career he had taken on.
He knew he was fucked up but at least Zac was making sure if he was going to hell he was going to go there in a grand fashion because, why the hell not?
Making it to the hotel he had chosen to meet Sloane at, Zac parked his truck and got out, heading inside to confirm his registration and once he had he walked to the room he had been assigned and opened it with the room key. Going inside the room he turned on the lights as he walked towards the bed where he sat down.
Once he was sitting down he took out his cell and sent Sloane a message telling him what room to come too and he felt butterflies form in his stomach when Sloane replied that he would be there in ten minutes.
Ten minutes did not give Zac enough time to prepare and as he laid his cell phone down on a night stand he stood from the bed and began to pace back and forth as the butterflies multiplied in his stomach. He didn't know why he was nervous, this was no worse than anything done with Harry though except now he'd actually be having sex with a man and not just giving or receiving a blowjob from one and that did make him nervous. The thoughts of being inside another man or having another man inside of him.
It wasn't something he had thought would happen outside of his Harry fantasies and even then he didn't think he would go all the way with Harry, especially if tonight proved that it was just Harry he was attracted too because then maybe if that were the case he could just quit the porn and Harry altogether but that thought pained him because he didn't want Harry to run back to Jacob who was still trying to win him over, even if Jacob was still resorting to fucking unknown twinks.
Hearing a knock on the door Zac stopped his pacing as he chewed his lip and did his best to get his emotions in check as he walked to the door which he opened and when he saw Sloane he swallowed hard because Sloane was truly breath taking in person.
When he realized he was staring, Zac blushed and moved aside, "C..come in," he started as he voice squeaked and he blushed some more. "I..I'm glad to know you weren't some serial killer or something," he continued as he closed the door again and he watched Sloane walk to the bed and Zac couldn't help admiring the guys ass.
"I still could be a serial killer," Sloane teased as he turned to face Zac as he sat on the bed. "I can kill a mean dick or two with my ass," he smirked as he beckoned Zac closer with his finger and like magic Zac felt himself complying. "Didn't you just want me for a quick fuck? That's what the ad on Craigslist said."
"I do want just a quick fuck," Zac answered as he sat down beside Sloane on the bed. "Just enough to know if I'm gay for all men or just one."
Sloane nodded his head as if he understood, "So I'm just your experiment?" he asked curiously as he inched closer to Zac.
Nodding as well, Zac didn't even wait to answer him. Instead he leaned in to kiss him because his lips looked really damn kissable up close and it was then that Zac probably knew he was gay for every man and that thought scared him because what did that mean for his family?
He couldn't just up and ruin that because he realized too late that he liked men and the thought of having sex with men. That wouldn't be fair of Zac to do that. Kate and his kids deserved better than that.
Feeling Sloane responding to the kissing Zac decided to just ignore the side of him that wanted to think and instead he was going to indulge the him that wanted to do, preferably doing Sloane so he deepened the kiss and it was then that he felt Sloane pushing him back onto the bed and he let him.
Once he was back was against the bed he moaned out as he felt Sloane's hips grinding into his and he felt the semi hard on he already had getting worse. He could also faintly feel Sloane's own hard on through all the material between them.
Shivering as he continued to kiss Sloane, he felt Sloane's hand begin to go under his shirt and he pouted when Sloane pulled away but he did lift up when Sloane hiked his shirt up and he allowed the other man to take it off of him and toss it somewhere in the room they were in.
Pulling Sloane back into a kiss once his shirt was gone Zac once again moaned as their hips grinded together though the moment was seemingly broken when his cell phone rang out Shook Me All Night Long by AC/DC and he knew Harry was calling him.
"I have to answer it," Zac spoke as he pushed Sloane away, watching as the man fell beside him on the bed as he reached for the phone.
Hitting talk he put the phone to his ear, "Harry?" he questioned almost regretting giving Harry his cell phone number two days ago.
"I need your help," Harry said his voice coming out rushed. "Niall and Zayn are filming a scene tonight and Jacob wants to come over."
"And you're going to let him?" Zac asked as he sat up and adjusted his jeans over his hard on.
"Maybe."
Shaking his head, Zac just sighed, "Do you want me to come over?" he asked curiously as he chewed his lip. He knew he had been planning on having sex with Sloane right now but he'd drop it and right at this moment he wasn't sure what exact excuse he'd give Kate but maybe he could think of something.
"That's actually why I called, I was hoping you would," Harry admitted and Zac swore he could hear glee in Harry's voice. "So you can come over for me?"
"I can come over for you," Zac said before offering Harry goodbyes and then hanging up his phone.
"The boy you thought you were just gay for?" Sloane asked and Zac turned to face the other man, nodding. "And is it still just him? I mean you were pretty quick to drop me for him?"
Going silent Zac looked away from Sloane as he shook his head, "Not just him but he's more important to me than a quick lay," he said as he stood from the bed and found his shirt.
Putting his shirt back on he adjusted his jeans again and pocketed his cell phone as he left the room. He knew he'd be going to Harry's apartment with a hard on but maybe Harry wouldn't notice and even if he did he could probably help him with his problem and Zac had to admit with all that had happened today he wouldn't object to being with Harry again in a sexual way.
At least if Harry helped him it wouldn't be as sleazy as some stranger he had picked up off Craigslist.
No, Zac had set up a meeting with some man he had met online to have a casual hook up because Zac wanted to see if his sexual attraction went past just Harry or if there was more and god if there was more he didn't even want to consider that option, not one bit.
"Are you even listening to me?" Kate asked her voice going to a screech. "You are really going to leave me on an afternoon that you have off to deal with the kids by myself?" she sighed as she held there youngest son on her hip. "Shepherd's being a brat today and showing his Hanson genes and I could really use your help."
Biting his tongue, Zac ignored the implication that Shepherd's acting up came from his side of the family, because truth be told some of Kate's could be just as bad.
"I'm listening," Zac told her as he leaned against the counter in the kitchen and crossed his arms. "But I promised a friend I'd help them and I need to go," he lied as he stared her down, keeping his arms crossed. "Call one of my sisters to come help you."
Kate shook her head as she laughed bitterly, "I feel like I am always calling them to come help me because you never do it," she scolded. "I swear when I married you Zachary I wanted to marry a man and not a child but with the way you always seem to cut out on your responsibilities I married a child instead."
Glaring at her Zac uncrossed his arms, "I am a man," he defended. "But I can't be here every time you can't handle our son," he argued as he moved away from the counter. "Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going out and you can call one of my sisters," he said as he walked out of the kitchen.
After he had left the kitchen he went to grab his keys and then he headed outside and to his truck which he got in and started, heading to the hotel where he was going to meet this dude named Sloane at. It was a nice hotel, mainly because Zac didn't want something seedy or nasty even if what he was doing was seedy and even more messed up than this porn career he had taken on.
He knew he was fucked up but at least Zac was making sure if he was going to hell he was going to go there in a grand fashion because, why the hell not?
Making it to the hotel he had chosen to meet Sloane at, Zac parked his truck and got out, heading inside to confirm his registration and once he had he walked to the room he had been assigned and opened it with the room key. Going inside the room he turned on the lights as he walked towards the bed where he sat down.
Once he was sitting down he took out his cell and sent Sloane a message telling him what room to come too and he felt butterflies form in his stomach when Sloane replied that he would be there in ten minutes.
Ten minutes did not give Zac enough time to prepare and as he laid his cell phone down on a night stand he stood from the bed and began to pace back and forth as the butterflies multiplied in his stomach. He didn't know why he was nervous, this was no worse than anything done with Harry though except now he'd actually be having sex with a man and not just giving or receiving a blowjob from one and that did make him nervous. The thoughts of being inside another man or having another man inside of him.
It wasn't something he had thought would happen outside of his Harry fantasies and even then he didn't think he would go all the way with Harry, especially if tonight proved that it was just Harry he was attracted too because then maybe if that were the case he could just quit the porn and Harry altogether but that thought pained him because he didn't want Harry to run back to Jacob who was still trying to win him over, even if Jacob was still resorting to fucking unknown twinks.
Hearing a knock on the door Zac stopped his pacing as he chewed his lip and did his best to get his emotions in check as he walked to the door which he opened and when he saw Sloane he swallowed hard because Sloane was truly breath taking in person.
When he realized he was staring, Zac blushed and moved aside, "C..come in," he started as he voice squeaked and he blushed some more. "I..I'm glad to know you weren't some serial killer or something," he continued as he closed the door again and he watched Sloane walk to the bed and Zac couldn't help admiring the guys ass.
"I still could be a serial killer," Sloane teased as he turned to face Zac as he sat on the bed. "I can kill a mean dick or two with my ass," he smirked as he beckoned Zac closer with his finger and like magic Zac felt himself complying. "Didn't you just want me for a quick fuck? That's what the ad on Craigslist said."
"I do want just a quick fuck," Zac answered as he sat down beside Sloane on the bed. "Just enough to know if I'm gay for all men or just one."
Sloane nodded his head as if he understood, "So I'm just your experiment?" he asked curiously as he inched closer to Zac.
Nodding as well, Zac didn't even wait to answer him. Instead he leaned in to kiss him because his lips looked really damn kissable up close and it was then that Zac probably knew he was gay for every man and that thought scared him because what did that mean for his family?
He couldn't just up and ruin that because he realized too late that he liked men and the thought of having sex with men. That wouldn't be fair of Zac to do that. Kate and his kids deserved better than that.
Feeling Sloane responding to the kissing Zac decided to just ignore the side of him that wanted to think and instead he was going to indulge the him that wanted to do, preferably doing Sloane so he deepened the kiss and it was then that he felt Sloane pushing him back onto the bed and he let him.
Once he was back was against the bed he moaned out as he felt Sloane's hips grinding into his and he felt the semi hard on he already had getting worse. He could also faintly feel Sloane's own hard on through all the material between them.
Shivering as he continued to kiss Sloane, he felt Sloane's hand begin to go under his shirt and he pouted when Sloane pulled away but he did lift up when Sloane hiked his shirt up and he allowed the other man to take it off of him and toss it somewhere in the room they were in.
Pulling Sloane back into a kiss once his shirt was gone Zac once again moaned as their hips grinded together though the moment was seemingly broken when his cell phone rang out Shook Me All Night Long by AC/DC and he knew Harry was calling him.
"I have to answer it," Zac spoke as he pushed Sloane away, watching as the man fell beside him on the bed as he reached for the phone.
Hitting talk he put the phone to his ear, "Harry?" he questioned almost regretting giving Harry his cell phone number two days ago.
"I need your help," Harry said his voice coming out rushed. "Niall and Zayn are filming a scene tonight and Jacob wants to come over."
"And you're going to let him?" Zac asked as he sat up and adjusted his jeans over his hard on.
"Maybe."
Shaking his head, Zac just sighed, "Do you want me to come over?" he asked curiously as he chewed his lip. He knew he had been planning on having sex with Sloane right now but he'd drop it and right at this moment he wasn't sure what exact excuse he'd give Kate but maybe he could think of something.
"That's actually why I called, I was hoping you would," Harry admitted and Zac swore he could hear glee in Harry's voice. "So you can come over for me?"
"I can come over for you," Zac said before offering Harry goodbyes and then hanging up his phone.
"The boy you thought you were just gay for?" Sloane asked and Zac turned to face the other man, nodding. "And is it still just him? I mean you were pretty quick to drop me for him?"
Going silent Zac looked away from Sloane as he shook his head, "Not just him but he's more important to me than a quick lay," he said as he stood from the bed and found his shirt.
Putting his shirt back on he adjusted his jeans again and pocketed his cell phone as he left the room. He knew he'd be going to Harry's apartment with a hard on but maybe Harry wouldn't notice and even if he did he could probably help him with his problem and Zac had to admit with all that had happened today he wouldn't object to being with Harry again in a sexual way.
At least if Harry helped him it wouldn't be as sleazy as some stranger he had picked up off Craigslist.