Harry who had been sitting on the couch and waiting for Zac to arrive, stood up when he heard a knock at the door and before he knew it he had made it to the door and flung it open, a smile playing on his lips when he saw Zac. "I'm so glad you came," he said as he moved aside so that Zac could come in the apartment.
"You wanted me too," Zac spoke as he walked past Harry and once he was inside Harry shut the door. "It was better for me to come over than you give in and let Jacob come."
"Yeah, maybe," Harry sighed as he shrugged his shoulder's and walked to the couch. "I hope I wasn't interrupting anything with your family," he said as he sat down. His words were half truth, he didn't care if Zac had just been with his wife but he did care if he was taking away Zac's time with his children. That he didn't like doing.
Zac looked down at Harry's words and when he just sat down beside Harry it was then Harry saw a guilty look flash across Zac's face. "I...I wasn't with my family when you called," he revealed which peaked Harry's curiosity. "I had already lied to my wife and snuck out of the house. I just had to lie to her again and make up a reason for not coming home tonight."
"Oh?" Harry questioned a hint of curiousness to his voice. "Where you off being a naughty boy?"
"Something like that," Zac admitted as a blush crept onto his cheeks. "I...I maybe met someone via Craigslist and was going to hook up with them."
When Zac revealed that Harry just felt his mouth open and close several times before the ability to speak came back to him. "Another woman?" he asked as he chewed his lip.
Seeing Zac shaking his head no after he had asked his question Harry was again shocked speechless, "You were going to hook up with another man?" he asked feeling surprised because hadn't Zac claimed he was always straight?
"Yeah," Zac finally spoke up again his voice almost barely audible to Harry's ears. "I just wanted to know if I was gay in general or if...." he started but then stopped before finishing his sentence which made Harry curious.
"If what?" Harry asked as he continued to eye Zac who again blushed and this time maybe avoided his gaze.
Zac swallowed hard and took several deep breaths before speaking again, "Or if I was gay for only you?"
"Oh," Harry mumbled as his eyes grew even wider possibly and he was sure he was even more shocked. "A...and what is the answer? Are you gay in general or only gay for me?" he asked curiously as he felt his cheeks getting warm.
Again Zac swallowed hard before taking several deep breaths and Harry was sure that made his own curiosity pique even more.
"Gay in general," Zac finally spoke and he was now officially redder than a tomato or at least Harry thought so. "I'm gay and just now realizing it."
Harry wasn't sure if he should congratulate Zac on his new found realization or give him condolences because right now things were probably complicated, married with kids when finding out he was gay. Harry was sure that had to be tough, tougher than his situation with Jacob and he almost felt kind of childish now because of it.
He thought he had problems still being hung up on his ex but it seemed Zac may have had worse problems then him.
"I'm sorry," Harry said choosing to go with the condolences. "I can only imagine what it's like to find this out now especially since you have a family."
"Not your fault I just now realized this," Zac replied his voice coming out soft. "Though maybe in a way it could be since I didn't start questioning my sexuality before you."
Harry laughed at that, "I don't think I have ever been blamed before for someone questioning their sexuality," he said though that was a lie. He was sure he had been Louis' first boyfriend and he had been into girls before that so maybe he just had a thing about him that could awaken a person's true nature.
"Well I am blaming you for me doing that," Zac said and now Harry watched as a smile finally broke through onto Zac's face. "And I am blaming you for the reason I'm still hard. Calling and ruining the sex I was about to have with that hot little ginger I met today."
"I...I didn't know you were in the middle of sex," Harry argued and his eyes landed on Zac's crotch to see that yes, he had indeed told the truth about being hard and Harry really had no clue how he had missed the erection until now. "I'm sorry," he finally spoke as he looked back at Zac's face.
Zac gave him a tiny crooked smile, "Sure you are," he said as if he didn't believe Harry's words.
"I am," Harry laughed knowing that didn't sound genuine now. "I'll even let you go to my bathroom and take care of your problem if you want."
Zac seemed to go silent at that and for the whole time he was silent Harry wondered if maybe he had said the wrong thing or over stepped some sort of invisible boundary.
"I was actually thinking...well..maybe...maybe you could help me," Zac responded his words seeming to want to get caught in his throat as he spoke. "I mean if you want too that is."
Harry looked at Zac shocked because that wasn't what he had expected to hear come from his mouth, "You mean a blow job like we've been doing off and on ever since we first filmed together?" he asked wanting to clarify exactly how Zac wanted him to help. "Or me using my hand?"
Zac bit his lip as he sucked in a deep breath, "I was thinking we could maybe try something else."
"Like what?" Harry asked curiously once again feeling surprised by Zac. That seemed to be the normal thing today.
"Ummm I was thinking we could...you could rub your cock against mine," Zac answered and fuck did those words sound dirty coming from Zac's mouth. So dirty that Harry was sure he had gotten hard just from hearing Zac's request.
Harry nodded his head finally maybe a bit too eagerly but he didn't care, "Okay," he said as he locked eyes with Zac now seeing Zac give him a surprised look for once. "Did you think I'd turn you down?" he asked wondering if Zac had really been scared of rejection.
"No," Zac said though his voice wavered which made Harry give him a stern look. "Maybe just a bit. I guess I'm not used to someone purely wanting to get sexual with me because I ask or tell them."
"But you have a wife," Harry stated knowing Zac was married but then he also knew she was cheating on him so their sex life may not have been that great, especially if she was the one straying and getting her rocks off with someone else. Someone who was Zac's own blood.
Snorting as he laughed bitterly, Zac looked away from Harry breaking eye contact. "She only ever has sex with me when she's feeling up to it and even then it's rare," he revealed and for once he seemed so vulnerable, more so when he looked at Harry and his eyes resembled that of a sad child. "I've never even told anyone that."
Harry frowned but he reached over for Zac's hand, "I'm sorry," he whispered and he was genuine then because that had to suck. That really had to make someone feel unwanted and Harry was legitimately tempted to tell Zac everything he knew but he wasn't sure now was the time.
"Not your fault," Zac smiled his vulnerability seeming to go away as he put a mask on it. "Now how about we stop talking about sad things and just get to the good stuff?"
"The good stuff sounds good," Harry said as he returned Zac's smile and he moved a bit closer until he was close enough for Zac to kiss and he just stopped there giving Zac a cheeky smirk. "But maybe I'll let you make the first move. What do you say about that?" he asked before biting his lip.
Harry wasn't sure what prompted him to leave things up to Zac, maybe because he still felt like everything that had happened since Zac had got here was a dream and he'd wake up once Zac made his move or the fact that he was a bit scared Zac would change his mind and if he made the first move then maybe he was a bit more certain and wouldn't change his mind.
When Zac didn't move to make the first move at first Harry was about to say something else, probably something cheeky but before he could speak he felt Zac's lips on his and his eyes instinctively went shut as a tiny moan escaped his lips and he returned the kiss.
It wasn't a rough kiss nor was it one that was slow either, it was more in between and it was enough for Harry to relax and realize that Zac was indeed going to go through with this and step just a bit farther into his new found journey of being gay, if it could even be called that.
"You wanted me too," Zac spoke as he walked past Harry and once he was inside Harry shut the door. "It was better for me to come over than you give in and let Jacob come."
"Yeah, maybe," Harry sighed as he shrugged his shoulder's and walked to the couch. "I hope I wasn't interrupting anything with your family," he said as he sat down. His words were half truth, he didn't care if Zac had just been with his wife but he did care if he was taking away Zac's time with his children. That he didn't like doing.
Zac looked down at Harry's words and when he just sat down beside Harry it was then Harry saw a guilty look flash across Zac's face. "I...I wasn't with my family when you called," he revealed which peaked Harry's curiosity. "I had already lied to my wife and snuck out of the house. I just had to lie to her again and make up a reason for not coming home tonight."
"Oh?" Harry questioned a hint of curiousness to his voice. "Where you off being a naughty boy?"
"Something like that," Zac admitted as a blush crept onto his cheeks. "I...I maybe met someone via Craigslist and was going to hook up with them."
When Zac revealed that Harry just felt his mouth open and close several times before the ability to speak came back to him. "Another woman?" he asked as he chewed his lip.
Seeing Zac shaking his head no after he had asked his question Harry was again shocked speechless, "You were going to hook up with another man?" he asked feeling surprised because hadn't Zac claimed he was always straight?
"Yeah," Zac finally spoke up again his voice almost barely audible to Harry's ears. "I just wanted to know if I was gay in general or if...." he started but then stopped before finishing his sentence which made Harry curious.
"If what?" Harry asked as he continued to eye Zac who again blushed and this time maybe avoided his gaze.
Zac swallowed hard and took several deep breaths before speaking again, "Or if I was gay for only you?"
"Oh," Harry mumbled as his eyes grew even wider possibly and he was sure he was even more shocked. "A...and what is the answer? Are you gay in general or only gay for me?" he asked curiously as he felt his cheeks getting warm.
Again Zac swallowed hard before taking several deep breaths and Harry was sure that made his own curiosity pique even more.
"Gay in general," Zac finally spoke and he was now officially redder than a tomato or at least Harry thought so. "I'm gay and just now realizing it."
Harry wasn't sure if he should congratulate Zac on his new found realization or give him condolences because right now things were probably complicated, married with kids when finding out he was gay. Harry was sure that had to be tough, tougher than his situation with Jacob and he almost felt kind of childish now because of it.
He thought he had problems still being hung up on his ex but it seemed Zac may have had worse problems then him.
"I'm sorry," Harry said choosing to go with the condolences. "I can only imagine what it's like to find this out now especially since you have a family."
"Not your fault I just now realized this," Zac replied his voice coming out soft. "Though maybe in a way it could be since I didn't start questioning my sexuality before you."
Harry laughed at that, "I don't think I have ever been blamed before for someone questioning their sexuality," he said though that was a lie. He was sure he had been Louis' first boyfriend and he had been into girls before that so maybe he just had a thing about him that could awaken a person's true nature.
"Well I am blaming you for me doing that," Zac said and now Harry watched as a smile finally broke through onto Zac's face. "And I am blaming you for the reason I'm still hard. Calling and ruining the sex I was about to have with that hot little ginger I met today."
"I...I didn't know you were in the middle of sex," Harry argued and his eyes landed on Zac's crotch to see that yes, he had indeed told the truth about being hard and Harry really had no clue how he had missed the erection until now. "I'm sorry," he finally spoke as he looked back at Zac's face.
Zac gave him a tiny crooked smile, "Sure you are," he said as if he didn't believe Harry's words.
"I am," Harry laughed knowing that didn't sound genuine now. "I'll even let you go to my bathroom and take care of your problem if you want."
Zac seemed to go silent at that and for the whole time he was silent Harry wondered if maybe he had said the wrong thing or over stepped some sort of invisible boundary.
"I was actually thinking...well..maybe...maybe you could help me," Zac responded his words seeming to want to get caught in his throat as he spoke. "I mean if you want too that is."
Harry looked at Zac shocked because that wasn't what he had expected to hear come from his mouth, "You mean a blow job like we've been doing off and on ever since we first filmed together?" he asked wanting to clarify exactly how Zac wanted him to help. "Or me using my hand?"
Zac bit his lip as he sucked in a deep breath, "I was thinking we could maybe try something else."
"Like what?" Harry asked curiously once again feeling surprised by Zac. That seemed to be the normal thing today.
"Ummm I was thinking we could...you could rub your cock against mine," Zac answered and fuck did those words sound dirty coming from Zac's mouth. So dirty that Harry was sure he had gotten hard just from hearing Zac's request.
Harry nodded his head finally maybe a bit too eagerly but he didn't care, "Okay," he said as he locked eyes with Zac now seeing Zac give him a surprised look for once. "Did you think I'd turn you down?" he asked wondering if Zac had really been scared of rejection.
"No," Zac said though his voice wavered which made Harry give him a stern look. "Maybe just a bit. I guess I'm not used to someone purely wanting to get sexual with me because I ask or tell them."
"But you have a wife," Harry stated knowing Zac was married but then he also knew she was cheating on him so their sex life may not have been that great, especially if she was the one straying and getting her rocks off with someone else. Someone who was Zac's own blood.
Snorting as he laughed bitterly, Zac looked away from Harry breaking eye contact. "She only ever has sex with me when she's feeling up to it and even then it's rare," he revealed and for once he seemed so vulnerable, more so when he looked at Harry and his eyes resembled that of a sad child. "I've never even told anyone that."
Harry frowned but he reached over for Zac's hand, "I'm sorry," he whispered and he was genuine then because that had to suck. That really had to make someone feel unwanted and Harry was legitimately tempted to tell Zac everything he knew but he wasn't sure now was the time.
"Not your fault," Zac smiled his vulnerability seeming to go away as he put a mask on it. "Now how about we stop talking about sad things and just get to the good stuff?"
"The good stuff sounds good," Harry said as he returned Zac's smile and he moved a bit closer until he was close enough for Zac to kiss and he just stopped there giving Zac a cheeky smirk. "But maybe I'll let you make the first move. What do you say about that?" he asked before biting his lip.
Harry wasn't sure what prompted him to leave things up to Zac, maybe because he still felt like everything that had happened since Zac had got here was a dream and he'd wake up once Zac made his move or the fact that he was a bit scared Zac would change his mind and if he made the first move then maybe he was a bit more certain and wouldn't change his mind.
When Zac didn't move to make the first move at first Harry was about to say something else, probably something cheeky but before he could speak he felt Zac's lips on his and his eyes instinctively went shut as a tiny moan escaped his lips and he returned the kiss.
It wasn't a rough kiss nor was it one that was slow either, it was more in between and it was enough for Harry to relax and realize that Zac was indeed going to go through with this and step just a bit farther into his new found journey of being gay, if it could even be called that.